Fully Automatic

Did you ever love someone so much it hurt?

Brad Payne thought he knew what it meant to give his heart away—until the girl who crushed it left him broken. When Valerie walks into his life, she feels like redemption. She reminds him of everything he’s lost…and everything he’s desperate to hold on to.

But Valerie’s in love with someone else. His best friend.

Trying to bury his feelings, Brad throws himself into the music, the band, and a string of empty relationships. Still, he can’t stop watching from the sidelines as Valerie’s heart gets shattered again and again. Torn between loyalty to his best friend and his devotion to the only girl who’s ever made him believe in forever, Brad is forced to face the one question he can’t escape:

How do you let go of the love that defines you—even when it’s the one thing you can never have?

Raw, gritty, and full of heart, Fully Automatic takes you behind the scenes of the Bullet world to reveal Brad Payne as you’ve never seen him before. This isn’t just his side of the story—it’s the story of a man who loved with everything he had, whose loyalty cost him everything, and whose music told the truth he couldn’t say out loud.